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Beauty

2010-01-25T03:02:00.001-08:00

How could I have forgotten about this beauty, ever since I wanted to get it back in Secondary 2? I must have been blinded by stupid 2 Way Vistas and Holgas. This is true beauty, and it's my next Lomography camera. For sure.

There's more to living than being alive

2010-01-24T05:29:00.000-08:00

I adore your eyebrows, your animated eyes, your bright smile, your shiny teeth, your ears, your cute hamster nose, your crooked finger, your crazily hot legs, your feet that you hate.

I like the way you talked cock and randomly texted me nonsense.

I like the way you said 'Good morning' and asked if I slept well that night.

I like how you cheekily told me your thoughts.

I love how you insisted on texting that night.

I love how you tell me everything was going to be alright and I wasn't a mess.

I love you, and I always will.

Dressing room

2010-01-23T05:31:00.001-08:00

Today was one of the most perfect Saturday. Like seriously! I did so much shopping I could literally collapse. I'm not the type that dives into the every store, only to emerge with a shopping bag, but today? I bought 5 items, totaling about $80 in total. Or maybe more. I seriously don't buy so many things at one shot shopping alright!

Anyway, PS for shopping appetizer, then Egpyt Exhibition at NSM (saw A there!), then Orchard area for shopping main course and dessert.

I do believe I am proud to say I spent less than $100 on nearly an entire outfit today - Two shirts, one skirt, one necklace and a pair of shoes.

And I do believe I am happy to say that today was great.

I miss CS already, and I can only see her on Sunday. Boo :(

That F.I.L.A

2010-01-22T19:21:00.000-08:00

Addicted to BB's 'Stylish' song for FILA. It's damn good, Taeyang is superb. (Y)

Had tuition this morning, zomg, I don't wanna talk about what happened during it. Gonna keep it all to myself. Save for Olivia knowing one part of it. Heh ^^

Heading out soon for exhibition at NSM, then shopping! I really wanna get a pair of shoes today. Oh and my wallet, my nail polish, my bow clips and my BB poster! Hopefully the rest can stay out late with me, or I shall just have to shop alone. L m a o

And why did LJ have to have maintenance now! I wanna submit the address for Zipia items! They are frickin h e r e

"F to the I to the L to the A

(Naege matgebwa)

I'm the best no doubt I'm a T.O.P

(Baroisungan)

Party people up!"

And

"Eumagi meomchunji

Simjangi meomchunji

Narur ggae-un geudae

Mareun

Please baby with me alone

We want you now

Norabollae

Oh, oh, oh.

That F I L A"

Frickdamnshow bomb (Y)

Sensing all the lost souls,

2010-01-22T04:24:00.000-08:00

I wonder if I should really go win you back. Cause you keep looking at me with those eyes, those eyes that once spoke words to me, the eyes I once stared into till I fell asleep beside you.

I don't know what you're thinking, it's like that period of time all over again, back when we apart, then you talked to me and everything was alright again.

I don't know what you feel now.

I don't even know if I want to know.

I'm your Number 1

2010-01-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

I'll resize my photos.. Like never. Sorry, can't be bothered. If you don't like it don't bother seeing.
Anyway, from top, my new bed piece (!!), Canongirl456 (HAHA) and shots of my afternoon playing with fire. I'm lazy to post others. Tumblr for my pick.

May I just say that... Emotive Unstable Photography is under TLHZ and nobody else? Stop stealing my pictures without asking.

Shopping list

2010-01-18T05:17:00.000-08:00

Shopping list for this Saturday-

1. Wallet from C&K

2. Bottoms

3. Shoes, most likely those wedges I've been eyeing. See if can find in brick and mortar stores.

4. A new bagpack but I prolly won't buy one in the end. HAHA

And, LJ for my wish list. It's always being updated since I go to it everyday and wonder which ones I should strike off, get, and add more things in. Heh ^^

No one's asking my Qs on FS. Gonna remove soon. Audrey, all your fault ask me to put there.

In my mind I'm back by your side

2010-01-18T04:14:00.000-08:00

Stephy ~

Typical Monday, new timetable, blaaaaaah.

Parents just spoiled my mood for a wordy post. Might blog later when I'm in a better mood. For now, all I can say shit you mind-!@#$s. Do you know how many things I've given up just to study? Since last year, I gave up the trip, I gave up the competition. This year, I've been giving up going out with friends, staying back in school unnecessarily just to what, do you know? Just to goddamn study. Do you even know how hardworking I am compared to last time? Not even my close friends can imagine me doing homework and studying when CTs are not so near. You two know nothing about, nothing at all. So why not you two just shut the hell up and leave me alone.

Like a drug

2010-01-17T05:04:00.000-08:00

Omg, damning excited for Saturday, though it's pretty far away from now. First there's tuition with CT (L), then going to the NMS with the clique (most likely)! Omg hope can finish up with shopping cause I've got moolahs to spend. Hehehehe oh no I'm seriously damn exited ttm!

Scene change

2010-01-16T19:14:00.001-08:00

You haunt my thoughts, my actions.

You watched me crease my brows at the question.

You laugh at the way how I need to use the calculator for a simple equation.

So cute (L)

Created formspring in replacement for a comment box / tagboard. (It's below my blog counter, wait for it to load up heh ^^) Ask anything you like, if you want to remain anonymous, go ahead. I don't really care. I just ignore rude people.

Dirty cash

2010-01-16T06:18:00.000-08:00

C, you're damn cuteeeeee omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg I can't wait to see you again on Saturday omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

And no, C is not Clarissa. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Guai kia

2010-01-16T00:17:00.000-08:00

Been studying, or at least using my brain, since 9am this morning zomggg ~ My new tuition teacher is damn cute btw, and she keeps making me laugh, hehehe so cuteeeee <3
Did Geog after lunch, then Math. Now gonna rest a while before I do Lit. Super mega nerd but it's all alright. Heh ^^
I'm damn happy I'm not --- like seriously. I don't need more shit to carry around with me. Can't wait for April gosh ~

I know how we used to say we would feel empty once it was over. But now, who the hell gives a damn? We all just want it to be over. Truthfully.

Burning like a candle

2010-01-15T04:11:00.000-08:00

School, dental, red and purple braces ftw ~ I'm taking out my lower braces in February, damn I can't wait.

And no, A and I are not together, in case that's what you lil' lurking readers are thinking. I'm happy being alone for now, cause after all being with someone for over a year plus has really clouded my judgement and all. Olivia and JT are right, and I thank God for bringing me back to normalcy again.

I know I'm not keeping my resolution. But how can I when I know there's nothing left between us to save?

Weak is not for the strong

2010-01-13T04:20:00.000-08:00

Ultra PMS mood now. Today was a good day though, went out after school to get cloth and transfer money! Super happy that I'll be able to get my Zipia stuffs. And I can't wait for my damn Korean bag and after that my DS Lite! ^^

Though it's Os year, gonna get my DS Lite to relax after studying long hours. After all, going online has not much meaning for me anymore. I have no show to watch, nothing to do but blog. So DS Lite ftw :)

I'm still threatening the girl with a damn police report cause she refuses to send my bag out or refund me. Stupid girl, you just watch out please. _|_

Aish, I really need some good ol' shoes! Gonna start hunting for them now :)

Wish I could be there

2010-01-12T04:27:00.000-08:00

Spent the day at Sarah Tan's house, zomg I want to live with her! Duper funny x 10000 eh, she. I laughed so much at countless of things with Ling, Olivia and JT. Especially her grandmother, who by the way, hates us. HAHA (Y)

Watched FD 1 which kinda sucked and Saw V which was (Y). Talked, ate, had chilli contest (Y), laughed at stupid things, tried not to cry at Haru Haru's video and succeeded cause Tan was commenting on BB boys damn funnily. HAHAHA (Y) Then we spent time laughing at people online ahahahaha retardation. Today was the bombz (L)

Will you stop playing around with my heart?

A machine where your heart once was

2010-01-11T16:42:00.000-08:00

I hate the Zipia spree girl. How can she not come online when her spree is about to close? Ugh

But whatever it is, if she doesn't reply on time then so be it, we'll just send our orders to another girl. I FOUND ONE ALREADY :P

A doesn't want her name on LJ so I can only talk about her on Blogger. Egoistic, only want to appear on public blogs. HAHA (L)

Damn tired when I woke at 8am cause I thought I was gonna meet Sarah at 9am. Then she changed to 915am but I was awake already so damn it.

I keep telling myself to install some kind of comment/tagboard system since my new layout doesn't have one.. Procrastination.

Missing you

2010-01-11T00:46:00.000-08:00

Os results were out and Sec 4s of 2010 had to witness it. Lame concept but informative at the same time. Aud got 9 points which is damn good, stupid little girl still complain! Heh can't wait to see her soon! ^^

Got to head out for Comm dinner now, byeeee (Y)

Are you down down down

2010-01-10T04:34:00.000-08:00

Feeling kinda emo-ish (though I hate using that word) now, so I'm gonna blog some post.

The first week has been the same old same old, I wake up, go to school, laugh with my friends, kid around with people, then go home to a silent me. Sometimes, I really wonder if there's more to life than this, that if this is really what I'm living for. I know it's everyone's duty to go to school- I want to go to school, don't get me wrong- but seriously, I feel like a zombie. Programmed to wake at 543am everyday, brush my teeth, wear my uniform, comb my hair, wear my shoes, grab my bag and walk to the bus stop. 5 days a week, without fail.

I remember I used to ask God what was his plan for me in this place, since I used to hate it so much and wished so much to die in my sleep. Looking back now, I really wonder what life was hard about back then, cause it sure isn't as hard as now. Nothing can ever be harder than the present, cause since June last year, it's been a roller-coaster ride, literally. The tracks bring you up and you scream euphoria, and when they bring you down you feel as if you're gonna be blown out of the way.

Since June last year, I've changed more than I ever thought I will. I got my heart broken, for the first ever time. Sure, there were many other times I thought I had my heart broken, but truthfully, no one can hurt me as much as how -- did. He took my heart, played with it, got bored and threw what was left of it back on the ground in front of me. For months, I struggled to find something, someone, who could give me my heart back as a whole. I didn't find no one, but instead I found out things I never thought I felt.

I don't know where you are, what you might be, the things you have done, how you might have changed since I last knew you. But you still has my heart, no matter how much you hate me, no matter what the reason why you doesn't talk to me anymore, no matter how dulan you is. No one can hold my heart like you, cause you're my DLK.

I think I let out more of what I'm supposed to feel. They always say if you love someone, you'll set them free. Hell yeah, that's what I'm doing. I'm fine loving DLK from afar, it ain't gonna bother me.

If we don't wake, if we don't open each others' eyes

2010-01-09T18:24:00.001-08:00

I'm sad to say I might have to let VC go after NAP's Open House blew me away. Okay, it's not only that, but I'm reaaally genuinely interested in ABM. But whatever it is, VC will still be one of my 12 choices. Rest assured.

Besides, I love Jaedon too much to sell him away. (L)

I'm about 48 bucks away from my DS Lite, still thinking if I even should get it. There's much pros, yet at the same time much cons. Aish.

Becoming too Koreanised by the Kpop songs and dramas that I even bowed to Mr K yesterday. Omg, can someone please tell me I suck? Like how the hell can I do that. He even forgot my name.

What a life I have.

Been planning much stuffs to execute once I have the time and manpower. Finally found the place I've been hunting for so long for my shoot, and I might as well combine it with another one of my ideas. I'm growing so much in love with b/w photography that I think I should just set Jaedon's settings to b/w permanently. I'm excited for my shoot, but it might be far, far away still.

I have eyebags. For the first time ever. Time to start hoarding shades in all my following pictures.

Caught in a bad romance

2010-01-09T04:52:00.001-08:00

Updates on LJ, love today ttm /

Exciteddddd

2010-01-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

CCA FAIR COMM ftw

Dynamite

2010-01-06T04:32:00.000-08:00

Omg, today's CCA Fair rehearsal was tiring. I didn't expect to be so tired out from all the running here and there, calling people in, telling NP to watch out for this and that. But it was great working with the Comm! :)

And the Comm ate our first ever worked-for meal today! Cause we were so hungry after everything, then we saw the canteen aunties scooping food for the Sec 1 Campers. Then we asked if we could help and get the leftover food for dinner! Hahaha, it was reaaaaaal fun scooping those dishes with the Comm! (Y) We got a full meal, super great!

I think I'll seriously miss the Comm once CCA Fair is over. :(

Eggcited for something hehehehehehehehe okay LJ for more :)

Rain in Africa

2010-01-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

Today was.. A normal day. School, lessons, pile of homework but guess what I did it! (Y)

I will be a good ger this year okay! :)

And I think I am getting a new bed.. HAHAHA YESAH NEW BED FRAME + BED = HAPPY ME

My Spanish Harlem Mona Lisa

2010-01-04T03:48:00.000-08:00

Changed my Blogger layout cause I was bored.. And I really wanted to give a revamp to all my sites. Away with the normal Blogger layout, away with the comments, away with pink florals. Hehe ^^ So, it's my LJ done, my Blogger done, left with my Tumblr. I'm not gonna change Twitter cause I love it too much ~

Sin city

2010-01-03T05:18:00.000-08:00

School starts tomorrow. UGH

I change my LJ skin and first post today, and I happen to like it a lot, for I don't know what reason. As in, it's all white and grey and black, like even my pictures are in monochrome! Hahaha ^^ Kinda want to abandon the public life here on Blogger. But I guess we'll just see how. I kept changing URLs last year, but I know some people will just never give up trying to read my blog. DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW ~

Catching up with S these few days, glad to have a good friend back! Hope to meet up with her soon!

Okay, I think it's about time I end this post.

i'm not afraid

2010-01-02T09:17:00.000-08:00

Okay so I'm lying on my bed in the total darkness of my room and blogging here on E63. I sure as hell have no life.

I have insomnia and it's killing me slowly. I think my body clock died cause I don't fall asleep till 3am and I wake at 7am. Gosh damn craaazy how am I going to survive school like this ugh ~

K I just blogged this shit post cause I was bored. Forgive me

2010-01-02T07:33:00.000-08:00

The proof that we're all a living, acting lie

Being the substitute for your imminent lies

2009-12-30T18:20:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Ling Yi darling, though you will never see this. (L) you much but you never went out with me during the holidays. BOO :(

My counter still jumps higher each day I log on, even though I don't really blog here anymore. I wonder if those who come here have no access to my LJ. Hah too bad. Talking about that, it's time to delete people from FB/Twitter/LJ again. The last day of 2009 = cyber world clean-up time. HEHEHEHE (Edit: I just removed about a 100 friends from FB!)

Okay, so my initial plan was to blog this 10 lists I made in Japan, but I'm really sian-ed out looking at it so I'll just keep it to myself.

Time to watch IRIS :)

Say B.I.G to the BANG! BIGBANG Rocks Tonight, oh eh ohhh ~

2009-12-29T06:57:00.000-08:00

Just completed IRIS Episode 6 out of 20. Gosh I am so slow, I know. Spent almost an hour trying to find the remaining parts cause the website I usually watch at screwed up. TOP isn't appearing as much as I want him to! Why why why! :(

I have to go for CCA tomorrow. Ah well, just as nice, got to submit my letter, buy my books, go for CCA Comm meeting as well. Oh, and drop off my gifts for Maggi Clique. I'm quite lazy to buy my books, I wish I could just not buy and go for Sec 4 like empty-handed. HAHAHA okay, what a craaazy idea.

I'm thinking of changing my email cause the hyphen's really pissing me off. Sometimes when I'm signing up for some account then they'd tell me my email is invalid. I remove the hyphen and it'll be okay, but without the hyphen it's not my bloody email shitdamn it. But I can't decide on a new email! Hehe, too many ideas pop into my head for it already. :(

{ 5 steps away }

Let's go, love soldier!

2009-12-28T06:10:00.000-08:00

Zomg, got hooked on this Korean spy/thriller drama, IRIS.

It's damn frickin' nice and has TOP in it. Heh ^^ He plays a sniper-welding, gun-firing, cool-looking assassin in IRIS. God, he's damn cool, even though he's a baddie. I always seem to have the hots for baddies in shows. HAHA they are just so cool, I guess.

Aish, I wanna buy IRIS on DVD. Wonder if Singapore holds 'em.. If not, I think I might just have to download and burn into DVD. Hahaha old-fashioned but yeah, anything to see Byun Hun and TOP on my big screen teevee. ^^

Midnight runs

2009-12-26T16:42:00.000-08:00

Insomnia had me going down to walk around at about 3am in the morning. Bet everyone must have thought I was some drunkard loser, beat from all the Christmas partying. I need to start getting myself tired out during the day so I can sleep peacefully at night. That and the dreams. God, those haunting dreams that I've been having.

I have no Christmas presents this year, loser not. Haha, okay so I rejected Carlos' / Seets' / Teddy's / Lex's / Zoo's and Checks' pressies. I mean, they were all kinda.. Explicit? HAHA, all things that I couldn't bring home if not I'll get killed. Thanks for the sense of gross humor, guys. Still, getting my beige bag in about 2 weeks? Should be happy, besides earning some money then as well. I'm $105 away from the DS Lite, boy can I wait.

I should really stop blogging my life out to strangers on this space.

To the skin

2009-12-26T06:58:00.000-08:00

How do you tell someone that you love him / her?

Do the words just drop right out of your lips, or do they summon a hundred different feelings and make you skip a heartbeat before you say those words?

How can someone change so much in just a day?

Do they just think of changing and do it, or do they ponder on it long and hard before deciding that it's the best for both parties?

DLK, I really wonder what happened then. Why did you just walk away from everything between us? What could have been us. Were you just playing me? Because I think all this while I've been your puppet. With strings attached and you just got bored after playing me for so long that you cut me away.

How would someone feel if you played them?

Do they not bother about it and move on easily, or do they feel as though they need to take revenge and hang on to every bit of hope of seeing you crushed on the ground?

When the going gets tough

2009-12-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

Skipped a lot of parties today, everyone seems to be holding different ones. Seets had her Christmas Bash with retarded food (which was still damn good btw), Dra + Lex + Checks has their no name party with cramming amount of people in the place (God it was craaaaazy) and Teddy has his Bear party!

I managed to go for all 3 (of my besties' parties) with Carlos as my driver, heh ^^ Gave a miss to X's party and some family parties.

Stupid DLC, say I betray them for Seets. Like Seets didn't scold me for leaving her party early. Teddy the best and cutest k. HA HA HA (Y) But I'm so sorry I fell asleep on your bed, Teddy Bear! :(

Anyway, going to log off early today, feel so sian online. Ugh (Hahaha private joke)

You littering douchebag

2009-12-24T18:29:00.000-08:00

(Yes, I met Lim Jing in Japan, hahaha, amaaaazingly small world)

Wanted to post my other pictures but I have to resize them.. SIAN ANOTHER TIME

All the pictures are on FB anyway, heh ^^ Friends only, too bad. And anyway, I just rejected a number of friend requests last night. Oops. Oh and I privated all my photo albums. HEH ^^

Hooked on Smosh, it's damning retarded! But Anthony is so hot so I'm gonna watch it for him. (Y) Gonna download Taeyang's album later on, the website is such a sucker right now.

Yesterday night was damn retarded, had like some mini sex talk with Olive, PD and Del? Not exactly sex talk, but like asking about relationships kind. Super fun, I want more! (Y)

Okay okay, I think I need to go and prepare for Christmas parties already. Sian, I hate Xmas.

At least we had 'Good improvement' last time. I guess I just wasn't your type so you just played me out after a while. I was just your puppet that you got bored of. Du lan kia :(

Merry Christmas

2009-12-24T08:10:00.000-08:00

I wish I could wish you a Merry Christmas, DLK.

Don't be a du lan anymore, please? I love you

5 steps away

2009-12-24T05:37:00.001-08:00

I wanna blog about the outing today but there's nothing to say. Vlad didn't bring anyone. :(

Saw some people from school and Kenny.

He thought Olivia was stalking him. HA HA HA (Y)

Stupid, why are you a du lan kia now? I know you're not one, but why are people labeling you one now?

I wish I could be the one beside you, knowing your thoughts. Knowing why you have to be a du lan kia. I know you'll have your reasons. I know you're not a du lan kia cause I love you.

Excited?

2009-12-23T17:24:00.000-08:00

Shit I keep replying SuJu's Answer on Youtube. Over and over again without stopping. Hahaha, it's that good, I guess. Somehow sums up my feelings from yesterday to today.

It's raining and I have to walk in the damn rain later. Shit it all. Whatever. I can't wait to go out, excited for no reason. Gonna get my stupid hard drive then bus to Tampines 1. I have't been there since like forever. I wonder who Vlad is bringing along today.. Hahaha I haven't seen him as long as Tampines 1 lmao.

K semi-notes marathon (Y)

Insomnia last night, thanks to you.

Crying is an emotion to beat all emotions

2009-12-23T07:01:00.000-08:00

I typed out the title before I realised:

I have no more words to say

Hello seksi

2009-12-23T04:03:00.000-08:00

Okay, so I cut my hair. I think I look alright. Lol. But how to pin my fringe for NP, ahh, that's the main problem.

Gotta get my letter ready for the 28th, pretty freaked on how the Os are gonna take it. But whatever it is, my decision is damn bloody final. I'm sick of taking all the shit upon our ____. I'm sick of how everything gets pushed on us before being taken away. I'm sick of being in something I know will not achieve a shit because of the lack of ______.

I don't care what you read here, I'm not mentioning any names, nor am I making any references. Come sue me if you will, bastards.

I think I've pretty much sold my brown bag. Lmao. I really want this grey bag now. Darn it. Christmas present, yes? Heh. Then there's my DS Lite. I can't wait for it gosh.

Gonna get my hard drive, like finally, tomorrow. Can't wait. Then going to some new mall with Olivia. I think.. HAHA (Y)

I'm just sorry to say that I've let both E and S down with my decisions. I really am.

But truthfully, there's nothing worth staying for anymore. The passion is no more.

Cut hair

2009-12-22T04:37:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow with Olivia.

Trying a new style, wonder how it will work out lmao

Street shopping

2009-12-13T03:51:00.000-08:00

Omg, my feet hurt from all the walking everyday in Japan. I think I walk at least 2.4km everyday, damn shit please!
And shopping in Kyoto is the frickin' bomb alright! They have never-ending streets of shops filled with cute things and food! Like literally never-ending, trust me, you can never see the end of the street when you're at the start. WHOOOOOO (Y)
Bought quite a number of things today! Got an iPod wall charger (!!!!), accessories stand, a lace pencilcase (Y), a photoline (!!!!), black opaque stockings, and gifts for Maggi Clique and Olivia!
I've pretty much managed to get my mum to pay for all the things that have been on my 'want' list since the start of the year! (Y)

Omg, the best thing I saw today was this baby in a Pooh Bear suit! Like the hood of the suit has Pooh ears and covers the baby's face. MOTHER-EFFING CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (L)

Okay, I think I've talked too much about my day! Heading to Hokkaido tomorrow so I doubt I'd have Internet there :(
So long till I get access to the Net (L)

Hardcore

2009-12-12T01:46:00.000-08:00

Omg, I'm in Japan now, typing on the hotel's computer which has Japanese words all over the keyboard. I can't find everything properly!!
Anyway, the food here is amaaaaaaaazing, I'm growing damn frickin' fat so I'm trying to cut down on the meals. :(
I saw some SuJu look-alikes, damn happy hahahaha ~

Japanese guys + babies = damn frickin' cute! The fashion style here is damn good, I wanna stay here and never leave. Up till now, gotten some damn good shots of certain places. But anyway, I'm only gonna post certain photos when I get back, hehehe too bad (Y)

Alright, I'll blog more when I get back, I miss everyone in Singapore hahahaha ~
I miss Maggi Clique the most please, I wish you guys were here with me to laugh at some things I saw and heard. Shit, we need to come back to Japan one day hehehe (Y)

I'm gonna get married to a Japanese. THERE'S A HOT ONE SITTING NEXT TO ME NOW HAHAHAHAHA (Y)

Happy bappy

2009-12-08T03:13:00.000-08:00

Today is a great day hehehehe, cause I earned 20 bux!!

From online sales, which is good. I really need to get rid of my clothes, need more wardrobe space.

Anyway, watching FH Season 2 already, damn happy. But I'm flying tomorrow, so will have to continue after I get back. :(

I'm all packed for tomorrow, save for my carry-on for the plane. Can't decide what book to bring, cause I need entertainment on the plane. Some planes' movies suck big shit. :O

Kkkk nothing left to say except:

Don't contact me in any way, especially handphone. No use! Hahahaha, leave me messages on MSN or FB instead :)

Shan't write here when I'll be back, blog more when I get back. Unless there's Internet access there for me. Heh ^^

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (L)

Tomorrow

2009-12-07T21:45:00.001-08:00

I fly

You're gonna have a good day

2009-12-06T16:54:00.000-08:00

I couldn't sleep once I woke up at 6am. How irritating.

Anyway, I downloaded G-Dragon's album and it ain't that bad eh! Quite nice save for a few songs. :) There's no CCA today so we're going to CP. One last Macs meal before I leave for Japan. But I guess they'll have Macs there as well. Ah well, Macs is everywhere! :/

I'm gonna leave my house late cause FH is loading so fast now! Omg eggcited

3 damn days

2009-12-06T05:52:00.000-08:00

3 days couldn't come fast enough, I'm itching to fly to the Land of The Rising Sun.

Tokyo kinda reminds me of NY's Times Square, damn I'm so excited.

I think Seets and Carlos are appearing at the aiport to catch a glimpse of me before I fly, lmao. Cause anyway Seets has her eyebrow to hide from my mama. :)

Watching FH, and it's frickin' laggy and pissy. Worse is that it's in Canto and Chinese subtitles. God, why doesn't my family subscribe to cable. Damn saikang

Gonna stay up late tonight, sian tio for tomorrow's CCA. Urghness. Blog more laterrrrr

But when I become a star

2009-12-05T06:23:00.000-08:00

Santa is finally replying my wish for Christmas! Someone wants to buy my things, oh yeah ~

Cleared some of my drawers today, was shocked at some of the things I saw/read. Found my 2007 diary (yes I kept a diary) and read it through. God, I was so ... back then. Found Seetoh's first note to me (hahah eat your heart out Seetoh Tsehui you bitch neh) and started reminiscing about our awkward past together, lmao. Found Jade's picture in my old wallet. Remembered how A sounded like when she spoke. Forgot I had a picture of E hidden at the back of my file. Realised I never forgot some people after all this while.

-Big big big sigh-

Today when I passed by your school, I forgot to look at it. Like how I used to. Now thinking back, we used to do a lot of things together. Yet thinking of those things and past times now is only a crap waste of my time. I think I've finally let go of you, after half a year. I don't think about you when I venture past those places we were together. I don't cry at night, wishing time would rewind. I don't beg God for an answer anymore.

All I wanna say is, I really liked you. But you not only broke my heart, you trampled it till no one could recognise it anymore. You made me doubt everything, including myself. I don't think we're even friends now, but I wish we were. You are, or should I say were (?) a good friend.

Santa isn't on my side

2009-12-03T18:08:00.000-08:00

Shit if someone could just seriously buy all my things now I'd be the happiest girl for Christmas.

God why did I buy so many things and now end up selling them.

I feel so stupid for not selling my acidified leggings earlier. (!!!!!!)

Japan in 5 damning days, wish it could come sooner.

So sick of people bugging me.

I really wanna disappear from everyone's radar.

Heading over to Carlos' for drinks and DDR.

Wunnerbar or what.

Bombbified bobobob

2009-12-03T04:55:00.000-08:00

Had 4 hours of frickin' tuition then headed out with Carlos for NYNY.

Felt damn full after eating, then we went to his place.

Cam-whored like mad but I'm damn lazy to load pictures up.

Teehee, stupid Carlos. He's the one who came out with my post name.

LOL what the hell kind of name anyway right.

Heading out with him tomorrow again, omg damn fun. (Y)

Jay Chou-ified

2009-12-02T00:54:00.001-08:00

Alamak, addicted to Jay Chou's songs. AGAIN

Thanks to Tammy, hahaha.

Carloz123 and Sweetseets456 and Trixtrish789 = (Y) (Y) (Y)

Ye Qu

2009-12-01T19:45:00.002-08:00

MC's swimming in my pool now! Hehe, while I'm tannng I blogging, riding on my condo's free WiFi. Anyway, Happy Birthday to Siti!! (L)x1000000

Gonna head upstairs for lunch soon. :)

Exactly one week till I leave for Japan, god can I wait? No damn frickin' way. Whoosh (Y)

Best day with Maggi Clique everzxz

2009-12-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

Omg today was the bomzxzxz with Maggi Clique, one of the best times ever with them. (Y)

First, C wore her FBTS wrong frickin' way. And only when I pointed them out to her when she was walking to us after buying Shilin then she realised. OMFG DAMN EFFING FUNNY, MC laughed like anything. And just when we've not gotten over the shock, she "jello lego" then fall down. HAHAHA, not only that, she try to stand up then fall down again. Still can lie down there in front of passer-bys. At HM. HAHA power man.

She spilled her meesua + leg bleed bleed :(

Bus ride to my house and some people uh, irritating fucks. Gonna post another paragraph for her separately, maybe on LJ so pricks can't read. Fuckers.

Had fun at my house, did the CCA Fair thing and talked shit. Teehee, then walked around and plan for Siti's birthday, whoosh. They're coming over to swim tomorrow, then we can picnic and eat together.

Alright, I don't really have much to say. LJ for the fucker whom MC hates so much now. Seriously, I swear she's got this please-bother-me-with-your-problems-cause-if-you-don't-I-might-die phobia. Urgh.

Heads up!

2009-11-30T17:03:00.000-08:00

Changed the header of my blog, as you can see. Heh ^^ Was to lazy to source for a new background so whatever ~

There's tuition, then discussion with the clique for NP matters at my house! An opportunity for me to tan since tanning got killed by the rain that morning. What a downpour, it was.

Anyway, last night my phone had some shitass problems, no one could call/text me and neither could I call/text anyone. But it's all over thanks to this perverted-sounding Singtel guy who helped me! Hehe yay. My sister also had the same problem so I guess maybe all E Series kena. Maybeee.

Okay, gonna dry my hair and head off for tuition.

Surely?

2009-11-29T18:47:00.000-08:00

Hopefully getting an external hard drive today, gosh I hope with all my heart hehe. Damn set on spending only $80 on it so I can get my Instax films! Planning to bring Instax on the first day of school to take pictures with the clique (I am nerdy for planning till first day of school, forgive me)!

Can't wait for Japan, Christmas party, New Year's party, First Day Of School, TP's Open House 2010!! Omg most excited for TP's Open House please. I can't believe after I don't know how many years of waiting to actually go to their Open House, I finally can go. I don't care if I have anything on during those days, I swear I will fucking go!! (Y)

I don't feel as though I'm fit for Sec 4. God. I look so effing immature compared to other 16 year-olds to be. Fuck it

P.S Did I mention? My counter jumped 20 hits in one day again. Wtf is wrong. I REALLY WONDER WHO COMES HERE

Take screwed control

2009-11-28T05:32:00.000-08:00

O m g today I stayed home to wait for the damn postman but he didn't come. What a fucking waste okay. :@
Shall make up for lost time by going tanning downstairs tomorrow morning with my trusty iPod and a thriller novel. Gosh so excited. (Y) My tan's so faded already = (N)

I want my bag and my tank-dress. Cb pstman I hate you for-fucking-ever!!!!!!!!!

Sims HA HA

2009-11-26T21:07:00.000-08:00

Started playing Sims again to kill boredom.

I'm creating a frickin' Amsterdam city in the style of New York. There's Central Park, Bloomingdale's and Target. I have never been happier.

-big grin-

Life couldn't get better ~

2009-11-26T16:07:00.001-08:00

A bird was chirping outside my window early this morning. I don't know why is sounded like 'Kyuhyun' to me. HA HA HA (Y)

Anyway, couldn't get back to sleep so here am I watching SuJu videos on Youtube.

The morning air never felt that good before.

This is an S.O.S

2009-11-26T03:08:00.000-08:00

I need more Instax films
I need to develop my Fisheye Film Roll III
I need to buy more 35mm films

KNN $$$

Seets babe the best ^^

2009-11-25T22:43:00.000-08:00

Felt so cheered up after spending last night with Seets baby! She's damn cute hahahaha!

Met her for NTUC shopping, bought nonsense. Lighter, sparkles, drinks, food. HAHA best. Met her friend Eve and Eve bought us BB. Effing goooooood ^^

Got Frolick takeaway tub, mmn, damn good k! Went to the playground and did light the stupid sparkles. How effing stupid are we. Ate and drank, ate and talked, play and talk. Seets cannot keep quiet, I swear. 12am still talking like anything. Haha, headed back down to ChompChomp for more food! Pigs we are.

What makes me more happy is that I'll be getting my new tank and new bag in the mail soon! Wheeeee, early Xmas pressies for myself. Hahaha.

16 more days till I fly, Seets said she's gonna send me off. As if my parents wanna see her pierced eyebrow and lack of chest. HA HA HA (Y)

Trade me for you

2009-11-25T01:59:00.000-08:00

First ever time I'm extremely happy about what I traded! Hehe. Met the girl at my house bus stop = damn convenient and what's more I love the rings! Better than that stupid denim shirt (why did I ever buy it huh huh)
Anyway.. I think I will never like any other Korean bands than Super Junior. Seems like none of the other bands' music appeal to me. SuJu hwaiting ~And, I'm kinda of sick of a group of people. God, this is why I can't wait to effing fly. Why does everyone keep bothering me. Stop texting. Stop calling. It's irritating me to the core. URGH.
Going out with Seets baby (who's back from wherever she went, haha) tonight! Goddamn happy today. :)

2009-11-24T03:12:00.001-08:00

Yeah lah, go ahead, steal my girlfriend, why don't you?

Word for word

2009-11-23T06:33:00.000-08:00

I finally was able to make my decision today. After that long walk home and trying to test fate and God, I finally understand why I have to do what I have to do.

People will say you can do, you obviously can manage time well if you just try. Well, I guess I beg to differ. I cannot count the number of events and activities I didn't make it because of my time management and --. I cannot pay the price I paid in Sec 2. I cannot go through another year wasting my damn time away. I cannot afford to effing fail my Os.

I'm sorry but I quit.

I really can't wait for 9th December. I really want to escape everyone and everything. I wanna go somewhere no one can find, no one can hunt down.

MIA-ing till whenever I want to. Appreciate if some fuckers can stop texting me. Maggi Clique should know who I'm talking about. Fuck you, I say, who the fuck do you think you are. I've got the break I wanted all along, so leave me fucking alone. I need one month with myself. Godfuck you.

E.U! ~

2009-11-23T05:48:00.000-08:00

Omg had great day today, teehee. Got to C's house damn early, then watched Emergency Unit like siao. Omg the show damn nice, watching as I blog now hehehe ~ Anyway, watched about 5 episodes then jammed on BandHero. Gosh the songs are damn nice okay! (Y) (Y) (Y)
Headed to ChompChomp, great dinner then Frolick-ed with Tammy + Clarissa. Talked like anything, then walked to find the playground. Ended up looking at nice houses and found the playound after so long hahaha! Anyway, had a good day in all! Can't wait to go walk walk again lol ~

Alright, gonna watch EU and talk to Baby. G'night. :)

I found God in the corner

2009-11-22T05:03:00.000-08:00

I traded it! Hahaha, yayness, I'm in love with those 3 damn rings. Can't wait to get them on Wednesday. :)

Zomg I have to frickin' wake up at 7am tomorrow in order not to be a pig. Cause the last one at C's house tomorrow is a pig. Teeheehee. Can't wait, damn frickin' excited o m g! ~

And I think I just fell in love with someone who should be very much older than me. AH WHY ARE YOU SO HOT

Breaking

2009-11-21T20:58:00.000-08:00

I don't know whether to trade my denim shirt for three rings! Help meeeeee

I pray you're not at all in love

2009-11-21T05:33:00.000-08:00

I'm so damn bored, today has been a shag day. Can't wait for Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday. I feel so weird typing all those damn days out. Well, Monday is kickass time with Maggi Clique! C got BandHero today and we're gonna effing rock her house down, trust me. Omg BandHero has like all the damn nice songs yay yay yay (Y)
Tuesday is time with Baby, can't wait. (L) Have to go down to the shirt store on Wednesday but sure bound to fail. Haha ~ CCA Fair planning with the Comm on Friday, kinda excited about it. They're the best bunch to work with, seriously. :)

Alright, I think it's time to end here. G'night.

Is it me you're thinking of?

2009-11-20T20:40:00.000-08:00

Omg, Monday is coming. I can't effing wait for mahjong, seriously. Thinking of going to Chomp2 after that with clique, but we shall see how things go.

Ah, things are so boring today, thank God for GG and Forensic Heroes! Thinking if I should get Forensic Heros on Dvd, it's going at only 50 bux. Damn, I need the cash. Should get it so I can watch in the plane when I fly for Japan. But still, I don't know. Argh.

TP's Open House is marked on my calendar already, zomg, damn excited. I can't believe I'm taking Os next year. Effing mental.

Gonna check on how to protect my DSLR when I fly, and decide whether to bring my yet to arrive backpack to Japan or not. Hmn hmn hmn.

New start

2009-11-20T04:13:00.001-08:00

A new blog for a new start. I love changing blogs, omg. Hehe.